Aggravated

I'm trying not to be mad or envious but it's really hard. I'm sitting in Virginia potty training, getting Isaac to drink out of real cup, got the girls walking in shoes, and  still working out and cleaning the house. As I'm doing all the responsible things Michael is in Arizona sleeping in eating food you can only get in az going to Vegas drinking going swimming being our age with no responsibility. When I go home I have to have all the kids with me I don't get to do all the awesome things he does. Why do I always have to be the responsible one? Why do I Never get to be my own age. I'm never gonna get to go anywhere without kids. I'm just so angry. I am taking advantage of and I'm always the selfless one. I wish I could just once be self. I guess not for another 17years right ;(