I now have 2 beautiful little girls named Isabella and Gabriella. These past 2 months have been such a roller coaster! I had my mother out here for the first month it was such a blessing. She helped me get organized in my house and helped me with everything. I really wish I would have had my sister out here as well I miss her so much and it hurts my heart to know that She will not to see my girls till they are almost 9 months and I hate that. I want to be near her all the time.
anyways After my mother left I was so terrifed I was not going to be able to do it. I worried I would break but I really just took it in stride. I got back in my grove and I have been so blessed. The girls sleep and eat wonderfully and they are so cute each with the own personality. My biggest challenge is trying to find the time to spen with Isaac. He loves the girls but is taking his jealousness out on me and he's father. It hurts sometimes cause I know that he is really just trying to tell me he wants me all to himself and the girls take up all of my time. I hope that once they become less dependent on me that I can find more time to spend with him. i love him so Much.