Wednesday, June 15, 2011

update or down date??

So its been about 4 months sense my last update on here. I want to say everything is perfect but I can not. so I'm gonna go down the line and let you know how everything has played out sense march. I hope you are ready for it.

First of I have a job now. I work at Cinebistro In the peninsula town center. For all who don't know this is a movie theater/bar/pool Hall/restaurant/bowling ally. I know its alot of slashes. But this job has actually be my second favorite job (my first being Hastings). I get to see free movies all the time and I meet 2 new friends and now there like my best friends. So I am definitely happy in the work department.

Next we have the "baby making" department. Me and Michael have been trying sense April of this year. Sense My period in April I have not had a period. I know most of you would think this is a fantastic thing cause it means I'm pregnant right?? well after 10 test at different times they have all said no. I still need to go to the doctor and get a blood test but if that is also negative then I am going to be a sad. That means that I have no ovulated in almost 3 months and that is bad for trying to make a baby. I want in my heart to be pregnant again but I feel like its not gonna happen any time soon.

Next on the list is My dearest son Isaac. As you have know from my last post was that Isaac has not spoken well sense then nothing has changed. He still does not talk but I do know why. My son Is developmental delayed in all areas of development beside gross motor skill. hes ranging at a 12 month old child. Which is not good. we have him in a program called EPIC which brings people into the home to help him with everything that he does. He has a speech therapist that comes every other week and then a Occupational therapist that comes every week. On top of that we are trying to get him into a preschool that for kids like him and he has been going Thur evaluation s for that as well. It is all very hard to deal with by myself because Michael works alot. But we have been making progress he still does not talk. I Stress about this every night knowing that if I don't give him enough attention and work with him enough that he might be delayed even more. that is so much to put on my shoulders but has made me so much stronger.

the last and best thing that has happened to me this year so far is that I finally got married to Michael !!! I am so happy that we are together. he is the best man I have ever met. And whats even better then this is that I am no longer married to the horrible man. I am free of him which makes my life better. thank you lord for everything you have given me and I pray that you continue to look after this family!