Thursday, June 28, 2012

who knew that life could be such a blessing! I was really scared when my mother left to go back home. I didn't know if I could do it on my own. I was worried I would lose my mind but when that day came and I was all by myself I just took a breath got out of bed and went head first into my new life. And I was a rockstar! =)It came so easy and I didn't even freak out once. They are not almost 4 months and I am still taking my role as SAHM in strides. I do still have days when I need to just sit in my bedroom and breath but I mean what mother doesnt! My life is so blessed! Isaac was dignosed offically with Autistic disorder. I guess I always knew but up until we went to the doctor a small part of me hoped he was just a little behind. So when I found out offically it was like it hit me all over again. My son is special. He is bright and loving and such an amazing little boy. somtimes you cant even notice that there is somthing off about him. I hope that in the future I can learn as well to talk this new part of my life in stride but for now I am completely overwhelmed with trying to get him all the help he needs. The girls are doing amazing they giggle and move around all the time. Gabriella got her first tooth already and she is so young. I am very blessed to have children that teeth so well lol.