Wedding plans and weight loss..sound fun?

I went to hallmark the other day and looked at annoucement and such while my child was cooed and awwed by the hallmark people. I swear my child gets stopped every where! but thats the price a pay for making a adorable baby. ANYWAYSSS As i was saying I was looking at announcements and trying to figure out what I like. I want something simple with a little splash. So i have come up with some idea and actually found 4 I like in the 5 HUGE books I looked through. I know i am picky lol. And sense Michael decided he did not care I am up to it all by myself. I also headed to davids bridal and finally saw the front of the dress I have been dying to see and of course I love it. But all this in a way makes me very sad. I hate that my family (expecially my sister) is not here to help with all the planning. It feels weird doing it all by myself. But I do have some great help from my friends down here as well as my besty amber From cali =] I just wish Everyone lived closer to me.

In other news I need to start losing some serious weight so that I can look super hot for my wedding and trying on dress. Even though I want to lose weight (BAD) I am having a hard time getting motavated. I want to do it but the temptaions have been killing me. I think what I am going to try to do Is get a little note book and start writing down everything I eat to try and stay motavated. plus I am getting this little exercise machine from my babysitter. I think that will help to. I hope that once I get in a routine that I can focus and actually start losing weight. I am looking to lose around 40 pounds. Its not that hard right???!!!

growing like a weed.

So Yesterday I feed Isaac his first little meal. I was very scared to get him started on real food because I am deathly afriad that he will choke. Even though I know CPR I am just terrified that I will freeze and be to scared to save him. But to my surprise( well I knew what would happen) he ate it like a perfect champ! He loved it and was so patient with it. I think he no longer needs baby food=[ I am so proud of him but I am also so sad that he is growing up. I wonder how this year could have gone so fast. I wanted him to stay "ity bitty" forever!!!!And to make it worse today he has been pulling himself up on everything. He is gonna start cruzing soon then walking. I cant wait but at the same time I cant imagine him doing it...He is still my little boy.

Second thing on my excitment list. We have picked a wedding date August 18th 2011. I cant wait! Yesterday we went and bought my little wedding book and started(and finished) our wedding budget. I really never knew how much goes into a wedding and I have already had one. But a cheap one LMAO. I am hoping to go down 3 sizes before My wedding day to be able to fit in my wedding dress. Well the one I want anyway...the only t hing that Is missing is that my sister wont be here. Its times Like these I wish I were home. But I know all I have to do is call her and Ill feel better.